losing my mind

this place is driving me crazy, im literaly having panic attacks every day, i need to get out, i need to run, i dont want to try anymore. I dnt even knw whats keeping me here day to day. I sit outside with my smoke and stare at the gate, wishing i could get up, walk out and just keep walking, i cant sleep without my j and vin coco. I wish i could walk out.