ok so monday i flipped, freaked and walked out, slept most of monday, tuesday got informed that i have another job, just waiting for that to go thru, slept most of tuesday, ate sushi tuesday night, woke up 4:30 wednesday morning to eventualy make my learners license bookings, yes im 22 and dont have a license, anyway, writing those in may, got home at about 8am, slept until 2pm, had a bun, made supper 4 c, had explosive gyppo guts rest of the day, been sleeping all day today save for runs to the loo. Weighed 78.7 sunday morning (fatass i know) down to 75.6 this morning. Going camping this weekend. Had huge fight last nyt with c becos i had the evening planned and he spent it fiddling with the tent. (TYPICAL MALE) but we made up and this morning he woke me up the best way... Yum. My foot is still royally fucked, but at least the cuts and bruises have healed and so have my ribs but i still have to wear the foot brace. From my last post on my previous blog until now iv not spent a day sober, either drinking or smoking or both. And for anyone who hasnt quite figured it out yet iv been rather busy having a nervous breakdown... And no way in fucking hell am i going back to the institute, so im tempted to run away... Except this time to disappear properly. Name change, looks, everything. Iv done it before but this time i have c... And he realy wants me to stay. Plus i do love him, no one else has ever gotten me like this. So i guess im staying. So far iv eaten nothing except pickled onions and gherkins today.
Oh and im horny as all hell and having weird ass dreams. But anyway.
Take care
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